if u r wondering, where is this girl...
she just left, as she always does.
half past six my mind: knows that you’re sleeping my heart: always expect to see you here eight months that’s a long time, babe but there wasn’t one day that i went by this town and felt okay i’ve learnt to live with this i believe in better days but still, to let you go...
me and my sadness here in this sunset i remember these rays breaking through the window now they’re stuck outside for so long i’ve been low now both the light and you seem unreachable oh all the places i see you inhere in this sunset,it’s been half a year and i don’t know anymore whether...
let me tell you about these beginnings we are lying on his bed he rolls of changes his position just a little, but i know: this is a way to get closer i know because i am crumbling too he touches my ring i place my hand on the top of his our fingers touch...
when i see how weak you are no longer am i strong the arms that once held me, now barely holding on when i see how fragile you are no longer am i tough i know about all of them years when life had been rough i’m sorry for my eyes time after time filled...
your goodbye letter was nothing but clear life defeated you and you defeated death seems to me: perfectly fair life defeated you: i don’t believe, my beloved that you were strong until the final moment i think the anger possessed you, despair too you wanted more, i bet you wanted health you wanted whole years...
i can’t remember our final moment and we had it, sure, we had was it the one at our place? it doesn’t matter, you may think he didn’t know it was the last and neither did i well, if there’s some kind of justice in this world then it matters to me were we sitting in...
i wish to be like you i tell myself as i look at my coworker his teeth are blinding me sparks in his eyes are somehow painful he’s slightly older than me but you couldn’t tell the difference between him and a little girl he’s playing with i wish to be like you i tell...
hey i’ve been thinking of you darling you should know i can’t get you out of my mind these days it all haunts me in the nights memories, my thoughts words i could have spoken promises i have broken why did i call you that, why, after all those months after weeks of being sure...
today your absence is alarming how can it be that one day you were here and the next one you weren’t today your friend stopped me on street and asked me about life she would know, i thought you were always gossiping with those old ladies competing and comparing your grandchildren she would know, i...
dream big, they say but how do you dream about a taken boy how do you dream about an almost-friend dream big, they say but somehow i don’t dare to dream about them breaking up i don’t dare to dream about him being unhappy when did he get under my skin i am trying to...
